Thursday, May 5, 2011

Home at last

I'm finally home at last, I moved out of my dorm today. I'm extremely happy to be home and away from all of the drama. But I am not excited to be home and now I have to go get at least one job, if not more. I wish I could just relax and live life exactly how I would like to, but in all actuality i know that is not possible. I just want to get through the summer with some saved up money in my pocket. Hopefully I can do that. Finding a job is the hard part. Guess I will just have to try my best.. :)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

End of the year...

It's the end of my sophomore year and im spending one of my last nights with my amazing friends, Alyssa, Trina, Fritzy and Allie. These guys make me so incredibly happy. I can tell them anything and I know they will not judge me. They love me unconditionally. I never really thought about it until now but they are truly amazing. I love them all. :)

I'm so happy you feel that way <3 I will always love you as you progress and will always be here for you! -Trina

I would gladly put up with a needle for hours if need be for you, and considering how bad my phobia is, that's saying a lot!!
Fritzy <3

Honestly, no matter how close I thought I was to anyone else I've never, and I mean NEVER been closer to anyone in my life. We've gone through so much this school year that it's rediculous and to be completely honest I didn't think I would ever be able to be this close to anyone. Even though we've had a lot of hard times and arguments, one thing I absolutely love about our friendship is how we've always been able to talk through it. You mean the world to me, no joke. I love you. <33333 -Alyssa

well, this year was full of very enlightening experiences, including a mass amount of stupidity that almost tore everything apart. D: BUT! BUT now we're awesome and... yeah. I don't know what to say, actually. I'm a speechless english major! Well, whatever. It was tons of fun all the times we hung out, and thanks for taking care of me on St. Patty's day. :3 And thanks for making Alyssa happy, and for becoming such an awesome friend to Fritzy and holding Trina when she needed it. Thanks for seeing past all our dipshit impulsive personalities and let us hang out with us and just being awesome. Thanks.
Come visit us! We'll have tons of fun and just... party or something. :D
-Allie

These are the awesome people that im choosing to spend one of the last days of the year with. I love them all and i'd gladly take a bullet for each of them. I love them that much! They are truly Best friends!!! Love you guys!!! -Kelsie Jo

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Life...

Life has its ups and downs but why does mine seem to be revolved around the downs.. Got some news yesterday from my "best friend" that i'm a slut. I was aware of this but according to him I am. It hurt to hear that but now that I think of it, this kinda means that everyone that thinks that and talks about me is just spending their time thinking about me. :) I'm just a teenage girl trying to turn her life around, so why does everyone have to bombard me with the bad things i have done. I can not move on until I put those things behind me. But I can't do that until people stop reminding me. Oh well i'm getting out of here soon.

Hanging out with a new friend later!! WOOT WOOT! Guess we will see how this goes huh.. :)

Monday, May 2, 2011

Not really sure..

So i'm not to sure about this website yet & don't know what exactly i'll be doing on here but I guess we'll just have to wait & see. I know I have a lot i'd like to talk about to someone but i dont know who yet... hmmmm..